More details are starting to surface in the unexpected death of 20-year-old rapper Lil Loaded.
According to TMZ, Lil Loaded’s mother believes he was distraught over a breakup. She says he’d been crying the night before his death over how much he missed his ex-girlfriend. The next morning (May 31), she discovered her son’s lifeless body in the second-floor hallway and called 911.
When the Cedar Hills officers arrived at the scene, they discovered the mother crying on the front porch while his body was inside with a gun beside him.
A self-proclaimed friend of Lil Loaded’s, Cyraq, already pointed the finger at a woman in his life, blaming her for his death.
“My n-gga just killed himself cause his bitch,” he wrote in one of his Instagram Stories. “I hate this hoe so much right now. I’m so fucked up bro. That nihh told me inna studio last month somebody fuck his girl, he a kill em. This nihh ended this shit behind his girl. He meant that shit. Brudda I love you bih.”
He added, “I hate this hoe with every bone in my body.”
Lil Loaded hinted he was thinking of ending his own life in his last Instagram post, writing, “Dear most high, please forgive me for my shortcomings and all of the times I’ve fell short of making you proud and being appreciative of the blessings that have been put in my life. Sometimes the lines are blurred between being solid and being heartless.
“I want to thank you for how far I’ve come and the people you’ve put in my life to keep me grounded and humble through everything, and I love every single one of those people that are genuinely for me. I ask for entrance into your kingdom thru all of my mistakes. I know you love all your children, and I’m ready for my heart and soul to join you.”
Lil Loaded, who was out on bond, was also facing manslaughter charges related to a 2020 murder and expected to be in court last month.
HipHopDX sends our condolences to Lil Loaded’s family, especially his mother.
Let me guess no father figure in his life to teach him and say “never jump out the window over no pussy no matter the circumstances” RIP but nobody should be killing themselves over any female PERIOD
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We losing young kids to all type of things and this is another prime example of we need to do better as parents to give the youth better understanding hearing bout this tragedy is heartbreaking and my condolences to his family rest easy young king All negative comments keep to oneself this is Real Life
Don’t blame the girl. She didn’t love him. Was she supposed to just stay with a guy she didn’t like indefinitely to protect his fragile feelings. His friend should be mad at him for being a soft ass bitch.
Yo this is real ass life bro once you stop thinking about it like some video game then reply back cause people dying in these streets for real and y’all internet kids who act like they would’ve done something different if they were put in the same situation is ignorant.
Killing yourself is one of the most selfish things a person can do. And all over a girl when you’re 20 years old? C’mon son. I hope he didn’t rap about “bitches” or “hoes” in his music. This generation is so pussified
this is what you get when you raise a generation of beta male pussies. waaaah my girl is a trollop i’m gonna kill myself!! said no man ever
Bro shut the fuck up you tryna act like what this man brought to this world wasn’t important bro and that’s not right at all. You wouldn’t understand cause no woman would ever like you except your mom goofy.
sounds like he was mentally ill.
this is why men should be raising kids…. government don’t want that, to have people walking around with sense
Plies- “Before I Argue with you babe i get another bitch“
Loaded should had this mindset the whole time
His ex-girlfriend is not to blame for this. Lil loaded took his own life.
Parents talk to your kids friends be real ones, have open dialog with them. Don’t settle for the “yeah I’m good” delve deeper. These kids have a lot going on mentally and I talk to mine about handling the feelings the best I can. To lose a life so young over someone who wasn’t gone be there long-term anyway, tragic. Prayers and healings to his family.
100%
My girl left me and ghosted me last summer. I’m still really sad about it. I probably fucked about 9 bitches since. I stll miss her. I hate women lol
as for myself women and me don’t really mix. the best i can do in this life is a woman who has been worked over hard like me from a young age. i have had my chances, but this is no ordinary world so i didn’t take them. harden the fuck up eh what would you know.
My brother died when I was 13, so I was always numb to love unlike people my age. I had witnessed real pain, so A woman leaving me didn’t hurt me as much as the next person. You gotta always realize with this woman, a lot of time you just renting a property. You don’t own these woman, it’s just your turn. My Dude you would of had many woman in your lifetime.