Drake sat down with LeBron James last week for an episode of the HBO series The Shop. In addition to venting about Pusha T’s “The Story Of Adidon” diss track, he opened up about Rihanna. At one time, they were rumored to be dating.

He even tried to kiss her onstage at the 2016 MTV VMAs but RiRi pulled a curve.

Drake clearly wishes things would have turned out differently.

“As life takes shape and teaches you your own lessons,” he told James. “I end up in this situation where I don’t have the fairy tale, like, ‘Oh, Drake started a family with Rihanna and this is like so perfect.’ It looks so good on paper. By the way, I wanted that too at one time.”

Watch the clip below.