Christ Bearer, the Wu-Tang Killa Bees affiliate who severed his penis and jumped off the second floor of a California apartment last April, says that he’s proud of what he did.
“I’m the only man that ever did what the fuck I did and I’m proud of it because why? In the annals of history, I don’t think nobody ever did it,” Christ Bearer said during a newly published interview with VladTV. “And although it was a flooper, we all done woke up from a flooper. Maybe not a flooper as big as me, I might have made the biggest mistake ever in history, but I’m proud of that. I’m gonna go down as the nigga that made the biggest mistake.”
Earlier in the conversation, the rapper born Andre Johnson, explained the catalyst that caused him to go ahead and severe his penis.
“A lot of rappers [take PCP], but I had a lot of things going on in my life,” Christ Bearer says. “The main thing I think it was that I wasn’t allowed to see my family… I was high off PCP, off methamphetamine, off molly, off alcohol and no sleep – that was the main thing. I couldn’t see my daughters, I got three daughters and I got my third restraining order on me.
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“What exactly happened next [was] I was trying to use the phone,” he added. “The other guys [in the house that I was staying at] they was all talking on the phone with bitches and shit like that. I said, ‘Yo let me use the phone,’ because I was trying to get in contact with one of my baby mommas… Them niggas was on the phone and shit [and were like], ‘I’ll give it to you in a minute, I’ll give it to you in a minute’ and I just kinda had a breakdown off this shit to tell you the truth, man. My daughters mean everything to me and I ain’t seen my daughters — one of them I ain’t seen in maybe six or seven years.”
Elsewhere, Christ Bearer detailed some of the frustrations he was experiencing during the moments that led up to the much-publicized incident.
“I did grab the knife and it was out of frustration due to the fact that I couldn’t see my kids and vasectomy and monk type of shit was on my mind,” he says. “When you high off [PCP] — that’s what niggas kill shit off of. It just give you the mind state [of] ‘Fuck the world’ to degrees that niggas who never done it before probably wouldn’t understand. But it’s not all bad, I’ma tell you that. But it is more bad than good.”
Later in the conversation, Christ Bearer denounced reports that stated the incident was a suicide attempt.
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“It wasn’t really no suicide attempt,” he says. “You can call it a suicide attempt, I take that if you want to, but it wasn’t really because the state I was in, I would never try to commit suicide.”
Christ Bearer’s interview with VladTV can be viewed below:
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