In the wake of his death, Juice Wrld’s ex-girlfriend has revealed his private Instagram account as well as his dependence on lean and Percocet as his fame grew.
In an exclusive interview with Daily Mail, Alexia Smith spoke about how his battle with depression affected his drug usage.
“Even when he had every reason to be happy, he still wasn’t and obviously that’s mental illness,” Smith stated. “If you have family, girlfriend, money, you have the job that you want but you’re still unhappy at that point, your brain isn’t working properly and you need professional help.”
She believed Juice Wrld was taking up to three 30 mg Percocet at a time while drinking lean.
She claimed she even saw morphine and cocaine being pushed on the rising star as record labels battled to sign him. She recalled, “He didn’t do the coke but the point was, in the beginning, labels were fighting over him so bad they would have given him anything.”
Smith admitted to not taking his addiction seriously, stating, “I didn’t tell him to stop right away because I didn’t realize how bad it was and I was doing it with him.”
According to Smith, she witnessed Juice take other drugs like Xanax and ecstasy during their relationship.
Smith revealed Juice’s private Instagram where he constantly posted about using drugs to deal with his chronic depression. He posted two articles about dealing with depression as well as an image of a sunset.
Under the image, he wrote, “I can’t help the way I want to.. I suck.”
She also admitted to becoming addicted to lean but stopped once her usage got out of control.
Once clean, Smith tried helping the departed rapper to quit his vices after an alleged overdose in 2018 shortly after the deaths of Lil Peep and XXXTENTACION. She alleged he became abusive towards her during his periods of withdrawals.
“We started to get physical with each other and then he would just relapse because he couldn’t deal with how much it hurt. His body was in pain,” she admitted.
Smith continued, “My mom just always raised me that once it gets to that point it’s over with. And I told him that and he agreed.”
Shortly after the alleged abuse started, the couple parted ways in October 2018.
Since his untimely death, the Hip Hop community has been in mourning with Joyner Lucas and G Herbo beefing over Lucas’ criticism of “rappers who glorify drug.”
More details about his death have emerged as federal agents had been watching him since November.
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Just sitting here waiting on the comments for niggas to blast this bitch lol
Damn
Title says she ‘reveals’ his private Instagram account yet the entire article fails to actually reveal the account name at all smh
why would they give you the account name?? so you can look at it and stalk it??
@999anti was the his hidden IG. They dont say it here but you can use context clues from the actual article to find it. Sadly its set to private and i doubt it’ll be accepting any follow requests.
Come on, Smith, I know you are trying to spread the negative results the drug usage brings but don’t dishonor the dead. Don’t use him.
Man I don’t believe this “depression” nonsense these sucka ass ninjas be claiming. Did these dudes actually go see psychiatrists and get diagnosed?!!! If they did, no way they didn’t get prescribed anti-depressants. I know that there is not a real Dr in the world prescribing codeine syrup for depression. These bum Nikkas want to be rock stars and can’t handle their drugs. They are not doing anything these hair bands from the 80s weren’t doing except they are doing it way more stupidly.
Let me guess…we gonna say he’s a legend now too.
Also let me address the article…this broad talking out both sides of her neck and please spare me the “abusive” story. She was just a freak
Why so simple you? Looks like you should get help for your ignorance addiction.
i have something called major depression. basically take your old good depression and times it by two. now im supposed to take anti but i dont cause its my choice. also drugs caan and mostly likely be addicting. have you tried perks? xans? lean? crack cocaine? heroine?. most likely you havent. you can go bitch about someone doing drugs when for a fact you stay away from cigarettes. now his ex was in a physically bad relationship meaning ” they both put hands on each other” if your tiny brain didnt catch the drift. now your dad has major depression, popping 33g of percs and xans xans and drinking lean like an alcholic. he is physically abusive towards you 24/7. how would that make you fell?? like shit wouldnt it. dont bitch about people when you havent done drugs nor even came close to one, havent been in an abusive relation, and you dont have depression.
I’ve done percs xans lean and ecstasy it’s all about how you take them if you’re not ignorant it’s easy to not get addicted to and don’t say it was cause of depression I have that shit I’m diagnosed with ptsd yet I’m not popping pills and downing lean, juice was ignorant and got hooked that’s his fault, And then dumb bitch talking about it I don’t care how hurt she was she has no right or reason to be talking about it on a public platform that was private information and She showed her true self is just a clout chaser
Jake, keep your head up. PTSD is no joke. My ex-boyfriend was diagnosed after he served as a Marine. I’m glad to hear you are staying away from pills and that stupid crap called ‘lean’. This new generation of rappers are definitely the most ridiculous I’ve ever seen. We need more people to be sober and functional adults. Wishing you the best.
This new generation of the drug use is sad. Even when rappers were doing hard shit behind the scenes back in the day, they didn’t push this shit. It was frowned upon if you said you did hard shit. These fools today embrace it, which feeds the mental illness and drug addiction.
Deezheauxs ain’t loyal.
Here we go.. Now for the irrelevant “girlfriend” to come out the woodwork and expose his private life after his death for some sympathy and likes.. Smh.. Man this instragram virtual insanity generation is garbage… You have to be out your goddamn mind to want to be famous in this era in time.. You literally will live under a microscope and your private life will be the world’s entertainment
Not literally, but I get your point
He was unhappy because his life wasn’t in his own control. Carrying guns, being this person You obviously don’t want to be, can get to your insides at some point
Foh. He made those life choices. He had enough money to get help. He chose that life. He was 100 percent in control and did dumb shit. Stop making weak excuses just because you like dudes music.
maybe you should do some research about what depression actually is. depression is a mental health disorder characterized by persistently depressed mood or loss of interest in activities, causing significant impairment in daily life. when you have depression, especially chronic depression, it is really hard to find motivation. its really hard to find the strength to get out of your head and to make a change.
its not about having enough money to get help. he could have all the money in the world to get help. the point is he has to want the help and he has to seek the help. i have depression and anxiety. i know how trapped you can feel. mental health is a very REAL disorder. next time you want to speak out on something so personal, make sure you know all your facts please.
Straight up. I was being super insensitive about his death but I had to step back n realize this here. He was mad depressed. Shit is sad and tragic
I know what depression is dumb fuck. I too have suffered and got help for depression and anxiety. That still doesn’t mean he wasn’t in control. If my broke ass can find the strength to make smarter choices so could he. So eat my nuts. Peace.
Women… Couldn’t handle 2 straight days of people not talking about you.
it said physical. mean he was layin hands on her and she was layin hands on him. now take a depressed,sand man and put him on percs,lean,xans and more drugs. would you like to wake up everyday thinking one of your loved ones would kill themselves after an accidental overdose?? she couldnt handle it because his addiction got worse. next time read before sayin dumb shit.
Dumb shit like sand man? Hahahahaha
Really nobody can say shit you don’t know what was going through either of their heads and she could damn well be lying just like she could be telling the truth…fact of the matter is shes most likely doing this for attention but nobody except juice and her know the real truth so maybe all of y’all should shut tf up cause You are literally arguing about how a dead man felt when nobody except juice knew how he felt
Keith Richards of the Rolling Stones have done way more and better drugs and he still alive
….but the feds don’t watch white rock stars, leaving them to swallow drugs in an emergency, then seize and die. They only do that to black rappers.
Gtfoh. Swallow drugs in an emergency?! Lol. Sounding dumb as hell
Tia, maybe the dumb shit rapper pill heads out there should not make stupid decisions in life. Nobody forced this moron to swallow his stash ‘in an emergency’. Do you know how dumb you sound making excuses for some dead pill head? Most druggies just flush the evidence away, but your lot are too dumb to figure that out lol.
PILLS MAN! These dudes are taking literal MEDICINE. There is a known amount that can harm you, that’s why there is directions on all the meds you receive. You just roll the dice with street drugs, and LSD and marijuana can’t kill you on an overdose. It’s all different now. Too bad.
Life goes on.. Duty now for the future. Feds was about to book him anyway for all that work in the luggage.
I see she ain’t waste no time opening her fucking mouth airing all his shit out smdh
Right?! Its like they just want the attention. Bc what good is coming from telling all that?
Couldn’t even wait two weeks to settle shit and you already opening up your mouth mxm…. It’s people like this that cause trust issues
Talk your shit, that’s what I’m talking about no one in this world can just be at peace, like this bitch should have said something a long time ago. Like why when he’s gone. Just leave this nigga alone and let him rest in peace
Exactly!! Talking now when he’s gone…. That helped a lot mxm…. I understand the saying “these hoes ain’t loyal” now *rolls eyes*
Alright guys the thots out to write a book here give her attention hurry
Just because he had money and fame doesn’t mean he wasn’t suffering from emotional pain. It’s too often that those who ‘should’ be doing well are overlooked. We have seen many examples of celebrities who seem to have everything but are the most unhappy. It’s just sad that another young person died as a result of their opioid addiction because they didn’t get the help they needed.
And STFU and get off his shit all of u talking shit are going to pay for all this shit you saying remember karma is a bitch and she doesn’t skip no one so shut all of ur all’s dick sucker’s grow up you all are a bunch of punk’s
Shut up hoe
It’s sad when a young man with so much talent is taken way too soon. It’s too early to say “well he shouldn’t have been doing drugs or whatever.” Let the family and the fans mourn. Now that doesn’t mean I don’t technically agree with Joyner. Even though I think the glorification of the all these drugs slowed down. I feel as if we still got some ways to go. The underlying reason for all this is DEPRESSION and MENTAL ILLNESS. Things that at one point made you feel so good after enough time are the cause to your problems.
I ain’t preaching but it’s the truth.