Lil Xan committed to kicking his drug habit cold turkey last year following the fatal overdoses of Lil Peep and Mac Miller. Xan, whose history with drugs is well-documented in his music, seemed to be doing well until fans noticed he dropped out of the public eye.
On Monday (November 18), Xan told TMZ his apparent disappearance was due to a recent relapse.
In a video clip, Xan explained what happened in the months since he vowed to quit using. He says stopping so abruptly wasn’t the best idea considering the withdrawals led the 23-year-old rapper to experience multiple seizures.
“I wanted to stop drugs completely, but I did it the wrong way,” he says. “It was a wake-up call.”
Elsewhere in the clip, Xan also revealed he wasn’t ready to tell the public what was going on with him, saying, “I tried to bullshit and say I was sick and stuff, but I just wasn’t ready until right now to let the world know I’m completely sober now.”
This experience, along with the deaths of Peep and Miller has Xan refocused on his goal. “I’ve never felt better or more clear-headed,” he added.
Watch the full video above.
dude is so high in that video jesus its hard to watch
He’s not high, them DROGAS did a number on his ass. Not eating right, probably barely sleeping and whatever else may be off with him is manifesting itself.
nah trust me look in the eyes man hes fucking wrecked
If he dies he dies ??♂️
Lil Xan looks like he eats hot cheetos and drinks code red mountain dew
“It was a wake up call… So anyway I’m doing drugs again.” – people like this are So perfect for sites that need clicks and labels that need empty vessels to do their bidding. Sing the songs we wrote for you, eat these drugs, here’s some money. Thanks for your soul!
We can talk shit about him all day but let’s hope he gets this under control. I don’t wish death on him just bc I don’t like his music
I think its a she
Exactly kindness is key but we def don’t have to care about it. Do drugs get high make ur own choices
I thought she was done transitioning into a man. Guess she needs more testosterone shots
Man. Just DIE ALREADY. Nobody is gonna miss no fucking Lil Xan, except for suburban White kids. Mans’ entire fan base is White. Shit reminds me of Lil Peep. Lil Peep’s whole fan base was and still is melanin-deprived. Nobody in Hip Hop is gonna miss Lil Xan if he overdoses. I feel NO remorse or sympathy for anybody who overdoses. Fredo Santana overdosed- tough cookies. Ain’t nobody felling sorry for you drug addict, bitch made ass rappers.
no need to be racist. im white and i hate this dude.
Alright. Name me TEN Hood Black people who come from NOTHING who listen to Lil Xan on the daily or who even know this soft ass White boy exists? I’ll wait. Nobody Black listens to Lil Xan and that’s an indisputable FACT. And fuck this clown. Ain’t this the same dude who dissed Big and Pac? Can’t be a racist when I say only White people listen to Lil Xan, that’s like saying how White people don’t like Malcolm X.
Who cares if blacks don’t listen to him? Somebody does or we wouldn’t be talking about him. Dude’s a clown for sure. But he’s got more fans than your ashy broke ass.
Bro that’s not the right way to look at this. No one cares at all. That’s the end of it. Sonny said it best nobody cares.
White people built the modern world- technology, philosophy, medicine, and democracy. Our only flaw is that we love us some Lil Xan!
Dum fuck white people stole killed still killing your people didn’t build shit they will have their day
Let me guess, you were kings. Notice that the word “modern” was used to preface what I said. Your IQ is showing
Tell the Egyptians and Chinese White ppl “built” technology philosophy and medicine. Goddamn u ignorant as fuck bro
Ur a bum kid drugs are for losers like u and we live for stories of failure to validate our own mishaps in life.
Stfu
No R.I.P. to this guy.
He said he remembers hearing everyone saying “Where’s Diego at?” Man, I don’t remember hearing anyone saying that shit SMH. I remember wondering where Carmen SanDiego was but that was 27yrs ago, when I was like 8.
This is racist and I’m filing a police report
noboody give a f**k
As long as He’s still goin get by that wack name Lil Xan. He’s far from good…
How is this sloppy mouthed pill head relevant to anything that has to do with this site?
You have a problem quitting the drug you named yourself after? Never seen that one coming lol Your Lil’ Xan bro remember drugs are cool thats why your semi famous dont quit on us now
I’m not a fan but pill addiction is really hard to kick. At first I hated him because his name is clearly promoting drug use but if he’s trying to get clean I hope he does (or already has)
Who cares?
Retarded crack baby