Lil Xan is off the wagon. After checking himself into rehab last December, the 22-year-old rapper admits he’s suffered a relapse.

On Wednesday (June 26), Xan got candid with his 5.4 million Instagram followers and revealed he’s reeling from opioid withdrawals.

“I love you guys so much,” he wrote in the caption. “I wanted to let you guys know I’m tapering off the last bit of norcos I’ve been addicted to, you can get better I promise, there’s no shame in relapsing it happens to anyone who goes through these issues.

“I’ve been feeling like death from withdrawals but I know once I’m sober I’ll feel amazing.”

Xan ended his caption by expressing gratitude for both his supporters and detractors. Over the past couple of years, he’s taken plenty of hits for his comments about Tupac Shakur. In fact, a man recently approached Xan at gas station and confronted him about those comments, prompting Xan to pull a gun on him.

But apparently the TOTAL XANARCHY architect isn’t letting the negativity get to him.

“I love you guys to death and I’m forever grateful for my fans who have supported me through everything,” he concluded. “I thank my haters for teaching me that negativity on social media doesn’t matter at fucking all haha. Love you.”