Lil Xan and his fiancée Annie Smith have experienced a difficult loss. Smith announced she had a miscarriage in an Instagram post on Saturday (April 6).

“Today i feel a hurt i never knew existed,” she wrote. “a pain that comes from my soul. to my beautiful angel, mommy loves you more than she ever knew possible. you have made me the happiest woman in the world knowing i had the chance to be your mommy. feeling you grow inside my body has been the most special gift i have been given, my prayers were answered with you.

She continued, “i wish more than anything that i could meet you, hold you and love you. teach you all the beautiful things in life and show you the world. i wish you could’ve known how truly blessed you were to have a daddy like diego. we love you little angel.”

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these were taken the first day we met and the first few months we knew each other. feels like a lifetime ago. the moment i met you i knew you were special. i fell head over heels in love with you and only love you more and more every single day. i didn’t know it was possible to feel this way about another human. starting a family with you has been the most magical, beautiful blessing God has given me. today i feel a hurt i never knew existed. a pain that comes from my soul. to my beautiful angel, mommy loves you more than she ever knew possible. you have made me the happiest woman in the world knowing i had the chance to be your mommy. feeling you grow inside my body has been the most special gift i have been given, my prayers were answered with you. i wish more than anything that i could meet you, hold you and love you. teach you all the beautiful things in life and show you the world. i wish you could’ve known how truly blessed you were to have a daddy like diego. we love you little angel. always ♥️

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Lil Xan first announced Smith’s pregnancy in February. While sharing the news with his fans, the Columbia Records artist said he “never felt more happy” in his life.

Following the announcement, Lil Xan and his fiancée were accused of faking the pregnancy. Smith denied the rumor in a statment to E! Online.

“When I posted my YouTube video with my ultrasound pictures, a girl (I’m not going to comment on who) photoshopped them with another persons name, year, birthday etc, and uploaded them to Google,” she said. “I’m honestly really disappointed that we announced it and now this is the rumor floating around.”