Diddy got the shock of his life in November 2018 when Kim Porter died from a form of pneumonia. Just 47, the mother of Diddy’s three daughters was in cardiac arrest when emergency responders arrived at her home. Diddy was understandably devastated and admitted not marrying Porter when he had the chance was a mistake he’ll have to live with.
Four years later, Diddy has adjusted to his new normal and is currently dating City Girls rapper Yung Miami. During the premiere episode of Yung Miami’s REVOLT podcast Caresha Please, the Bad Boy Records mogul opened up about what it felt like losing Porter.
“At first, I cried for like three months straight,” he said around the 7:33-minute mark. “I would just be walking around crying, just like all the time. It hurt so bad. I just didn’t … I was just not moving. I had isolated myself. It was rough. I really could not control crying. I would be anywhere and any memory would just get me and really break me down.
“But as time went on and I had to deal with the reality and really prayer and God, talking to God is what got me through it. I had a wonderful life in time with Kim. I have beautiful kids and I’m just like the luckiest man in the world. To even have had the experience to have her in my life … it’s a daily thing though. I’m back up on my feet and I’m ready to love again.”
Yung Miami, who shared she also lost the father of her child and struggled with grief, also asked Diddy how fatherhood has changed since Porter’s death.
He explained, “Fatherhood has been really, really real ’cause I was like a part-time father. Kim, Sarah and everyone had everything held down. Then losing Kim, it was just like I was a full-time father. My life is really going crazy right now. It’s really, really real going from being on the road and stuff to actually have to raise three girls. I’ve never been in this situation before. I guess God gave me some karma, hit me three times. I got three girls turning 16.”
Diddy added he’s very “proud” of his daughters: “I just get so filled with pride. They’re so beautiful and strong. They’re like really, really strong women. They have their own opinions and they have their own points of views. They have their own dreams. It’s clear why women rule the world when you’re around them.”
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The day before Porter died, she reportedly got a massage from her goddaughter and watched a movie with some of her family members at her Toluca Lake home before going to bed around 11:30 p.m. local time. Her goddaughter saw her at 8:30 a.m. the following morning but thought Porter was still asleep, so she left.
Around 11:30 a.m., her housemates found Porter unresponsive and called 9-1-1. First responders discovered water bottles, Pedialyte and sports drinks on her nightstand as well as a Z-Pack, bowl of tomato soup and some Tylenol.
Two days before Porter’s death, she told her doctor she wasn’t feeling well and had zero appetite. The report says a nurse visited her home and gave her a saline solution drip infused with vitamins. The next day, Porter told her doctor she had blood in her phlegm. The toxicology report noted there were no narcotic drugs or alcohol in her system.
Porter was laid to rest on November 24, 2018 in her hometown of Columbus, Georgia. Between 1,000 and 1,500 people attended the service, including Diddy, Lil Kim, Mary J. Blige, Faith Evans, Stevie J, Kandi Burruss, Kimora Lee Simmons and Tichina Arnold.
is there going to be no way out 2.
You mean all gay out.
I call BS on that. If he really wanted to marry her then he would’ve done it a long time ago. Also he can’t cry, demons have no hearts. Lastly, he’s a backwards mechanic so unfortunately she didn’t have the parts to peak his interest so that’s why he didn’t marry her.
Yooo!!!! I was ABOUT to state the same thing after scrolling through the comments. He’s bs’ing and marketing himself as some loving individual. Why does he keep messing with multiple women then if he’s the loving type? He doesn’t sell himself as a polyamorous individual, so he’s a playa. Plus congratulating jlo sometime back? Like he still had an opening. Fool is narcissistic af.
He didn’t love her enough to marry her because he loves himself too much. That’s not the one that hurt him. When Cassie took some money and left to marry the personal trainer, THATS THE ONE that hurt. Yung Miami is just as dumb. He’s going to use her and throw her away as well.
You know it fool. Men don’t have to marry, Its not by force. YM is making money for herself and the principal for Puffy. Sorry you don’t like that. Stay broke, mean, and hurting for a guy who couldn’t give a rat assre about you.
Diddy the cornhole for wo/Men
Damn y’all are all so jealous and it shows….get on with whatever pitiful life y’all got and stop looking for negative shit to make yourself feel better! Diddy is exactly what he is,he feels good about himself and has self esteem….good! Doesn’t make him anything but a healthy person. Gay? Really? Y’all some close minded shallow judgemental fools who needs to stop hateing!!! Whatever he does in the bedroom is his personal business and being attracted to a man and his body is what gay is,liking to experiment with different sensations is called openminded and fun…..too bad you all are just lame!
All y’all are doing is talking shit on a man I seriously doubt any of you have ever even met…..i have met him,on more than one occasion and even though we are not friends I find it hard to sit here and not commit on his character while a bunch of fools talk smack. He was speaking of the time Kim died and his feeling’s, so either read it or not stop the bullshit