Chrisean Rock has revealed that she’s 20 weeks along in her contentious pregnancy — and she’s ready to do whatever it takes to take care of her child.
In an Instagram reel dated Saturday (May 6), the reality TV personality and former athlete shared a lengthy post about her upcoming child with rapper Blueface.
In the post, she made clear that regardless of what her baby daddy decides to do, she’s going to hold it down.
“Sheesh I’m 20weeks already but When I seen the face of what was growing inside of me I had to pray the fear away of being a mommy,” she began while revealing that she’s documenting her pregnancy journey with The Zeus Network.
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She continued: “This pregnancy was planned but now he don’t see a future with me anymore we both done things to each other tht we lost trust so I was left with option aborting I was surprised I’m tht far along that it’s no turning back from being a mommy I instantly fell in love wen I saw the face n heard the heart beat…The bad thoughts like “I don’t want to be rock anymore,I don’t want to be famous, I F’cked up, I should have stayed in school” but I had to separate my heartbreak from the biggest thing that I prayed for n in da beginning.
“I’m not gonna move out of fear. I’m ok with moving on I’m ok with letting go anything that’s not for me . Having a child won’t stop me from Making money, learning, developing more love n time for my self. I don’t need a dollar from anyone to be here for this child I’m blessed n highly favored so thats the only thing tht matters rn. I can’t wait to show my journey through the ups n downs in this experience. Through it all I’m gone win.”
Chrisean Rock’s pregnancy journey thus far has not been without controversy, with the headline-grabber recently sharing that she wished she wasn’t pregnant.
Taking to Instagram Live on April 22, the reality TV personality shared that she was not excited about the prospect of being a mother.
“I wish I wasn’t pregnant,” she said. “I was excited at first, but now, it’s like — it’s exhausting. Honestly, I don’t know what I’m doing. I’m probably not in the mood for none of the baby traditions and shit.”
However, it appears that she is having a change of heart and is now looking forward to motherhood.
As for Blueface, he recently dropped off a new song entitled “Hello” where he emphasizes his preferred age limit when dating.
“If you was born in ’02, I’m too old for you,”Told the bitch I’m on my way, not even on my way,” the song continues.
Chrisean is 23 years old.