Yesterday (March 28), social media erupted with the notion that star singer Kehlani had cheated on her NBA beau Kryie Irving with her on-again, off-again flame, PARTYNEXTDOOR. The rumor mill floodgates were broken immediately after the OVO Sound artist posted a picture of the two laid up together in the bed.

Kehlani immediately deleted her existing media accounts but shortly this morning, she returned to Instagram with an explanation—and a photo of her arm straddled with an IV, with an open admittance she had tried to take her own life.

“Today I wanted to leave this earth,” she wrote. “Being completely selfish for once. Never thought I’d get to such a low point. But.. Don’t believe the blogs you read .. No one was cheated on and I’m not a bad person… Everyone is hurt and everyone is in a place of misunderstanding.. But as of today, I had no single wish to see tomorrow.. But God saved me for a reason, and for that… I must be grateful.. Cuz I’m not in heaven right now for a reason… On that note.. Bye Instagram.”

Between all parties involved, more than one million social media hashtags were created during the trending topic rush.

Kehlani’s original Instagram post can be seen below.

kehlani tries to commit suicide